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Kody Cameron Brown
In loving memory of Kody Cameron Brown x
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In loving memory of Kody Cameron Brown
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I was part of a pre eclampsia research, because of you xx
Southend childrens hospital playroom, Neptune ward x
Kody Cameron Brown
I love you Kody x
Forever & always xx
I love you xx
I love you Kody Cameron Brown x
I miss you Kody x
Mummy misses you so much Kody! X
& all the stars!!!! X
Always & forever! X
And it’s not fair!!!!!!!
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Always & forever !!
Forever! X
You make me proud Kody! X
You wasn’t silent from the start but I liked this little poem x
I hope your dreams are coming true in heaven Kody x
There’s never a reason why you shouldn’t be here!!!
It’s hard, I don’t feel proud. Mummy misses you x
I hope you’re always with me Kody x
Never Kody!!!!!!! X
Always!!!!!
I miss you Kody! X
Why you Kody? X
Happy December baby boy x
I love you Kody x
Always Kody! X
Always & forever Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Always & forever xx
My love, always xx
Always & forever xx
Love you Kody kinssss xxx
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
All my love for you Kody x
I love you to the moon and back Kody xx
Love you lots Kody! X
I love you KODY CAMERON BROWN
I LOVE YOU KODY x
I love you Kody x
Sending all my love to you baby boy x
Mummy loves you Kody Cameron Brown x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody, love you always x
Good morning baby boy x
I love you always Kody! X
You have my heart Kody x
I LOVE YOU KODY CAMERON BROWN x
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I love you Kody Cameron Brown x
I love you Kody xx
Big squishy hugs for you Kody xx
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody xx
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Always xx
I miss you baby boy xx
I love you Kody x
Mummy loves you Kody x
I love you Kody x
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I miss you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
It was Mother’s Day yesterday, you should have been here x
I love you Kody xxx
Good morning baby boy xx
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning my love x
Good morning beautiful boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I wish you was here this Easter xx
I wonder if you enjoyed Easter Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
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I miss you Kody x
Good morning Kody xx
Good morning my baby boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning baby boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
We wish you was here to celebrate Lexxi’s birthday with us x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Happy month of May xx
I love you Kody x
& always!! X
Good afternoon Kody xx
I miss you Kody x
Thinking of you Kody x
What I wouldn’t give for another hug! X
Sweet dreams Kody x
I can’t wait to be with you again! Xx
Goodnight & sweet dreams baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I wonder if you have pets in heaven Kody x
Hey baby boy, this picture is a friends picture from Instagram of her and her daughter, I wish I could hold you like this Kody x
What I wouldn’t give to hold you again Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I hope you’re happy in heaven Kody x
I hope you have friends in heaven Kody x
Everything reminds me of you x
Good morning baby x
I miss you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Hi baby boy x
Sweet dreams Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Have a nice day baby boy x
Hello baby boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good night baby x
Good morning my love x
Sweet dreams Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Kisses goodnight x
Sweet dreams Kody x
Enjoy your day Kody x
Good morning Kody xx
Rise and shine sleepy head x
Morning bub x
Good afternoon sleepy head xx
Good morning baby! X
I hope you’re sleeping on the clouds with the angels Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Dream big baby boy x
Always x
I wish you was here Kody x
Have a nice day Kody x
You changed mine Kody x
Miss you Kody x
Mummy misses you Kody xx
Good morning baby boy xx
I can’t wait to be with you again Kody x
Hi baby boy x
Good morning my sunshine xx
Good morning beautiful boy xx
Lots of love Kody x
Always xx
Thinking of you Kody x
Always x
Good morning Kody x
I wuv you Kody x
Good morning Kody xx
Always x
Always x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Just to say I miss you and I love you x
Mummy’s thinking of you always x
Always thinking of you x
Always x
Hello beautiful boy xx
Thinking of you beautiful boy x
Good morning beautiful baby boy xx
Missing you as always Kody xx
You should be here, picking out your Halloween costume 😔
Missing you Kody x
I hope the angels are taking care of you Kody xx
Nearly another year without you 😔
I miss you so much Kody!! X
I miss you Kody x
Always dream Kody x
Thinking of you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Missing you x
Mummy loves you and misses you x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you so much Kody x
Spread your wings and prepare to fly, For you have become a butterfly Xx
Thinking of you baby x
Good morning Kody x
Thinking of you x
I see graphics or pictures like this and I wonder so many things. Do you like animals? What’s your favourite animal? Do you have pets in heaven? X
I miss you Kody x
I miss you sweet boy x
Thinking of you Kody x
Missing you x
I’m gonna miss you forever x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning Kody x
What I wouldn’t give to hold you again x
Good morning my love x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you and I miss you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you so much Kody!!!!!!!! X
I love you so much Kody x
I love you Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Sweet dreams Kody x
Oh I love you so much Kody xx
I wish you was here so much Kody xx
You are missed so much Kody!!!! X
You are so missed! X
I love you my little baby x
Good morning my precious boy xx
I wish you was here for Christmas xx
I hope you and the other angels are having lots of Christmas fun xx
I honestly can’t express how much I miss you Kody, my heart is shattered x
I wish I could kiss you goodnight x
When a parent loses a baby their final act of love is keeping their story alive! X
To my child, as a mother I’m not perfect, I make mistakes, I forget things, I lose my cool and some days I go a little crazy. But it’s okay because in the end no one could ever love my child the way I do, love you always x
You always are Kody x
Some days being a parent makes my heart explode. Other days it makes my head explode. Most days it’s both! Xxxxxx
Good morning Kody x
You’re still my favourite yet most painful story to tell!! X
I would do it all again, to hold you for those moments!!!!!!!! X
Everyone is afraid of dying, until you lose a child, then you’re afraid of living!! X
A broken heart is the worst! It like having broken ribs. Nobody can see it but it hurts every time you breathe!! X
You think seeing them grow up too fast is hard? Try not seeing them grow up at all!!!! X
Who I am and what I need changed when my child died!!!!
Some days it hits me that I literally have to live the rest of my life without my baby. & it breaks my heart all over again x
When faced with death it’s then that we know we love much deeper than we show. For love in death should let us see what love in life should always be x
Because I carry it well, doesn’t mean it’s not heavy!! X
I shattered when my child died. Some pieces will always be missing!!!
Thinking about your death reminds me of how cruel this life and world can be. Yet thinking of your existence reminds me of the magic they can hold even if it isn’t for nearly long enough x
I could do it all over again if it meant I could spend just one more moment with you!!!!
Friendships changed after I lost my baby!!
Know that we have met before and that well meet again. I will find my way to you in the next life and every life after that!!!!!!
My child’s life ended, but their story never will! X
Though my baby died, my motherhood didn’t!!! X
Motherhood after loss is still motherhood with a conventional twist!!!!
Birth stories are not just for those with living children, miscarriage is birth, pregnancy loss is birth!!
When a child is born, people celebrate, when a child dies, people pretend nothing has happened!
The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they’re watching their whole world fall apart & all they can do is stare blankly!!!
Good morning my love!!!! X
Since you aren’t here to tell your story, I’ll tell it for you, over & over until my breath is no more!!!
2017 broke me, 2018 opened my eyes!!! X
There is no ‘happily ever after’ once you’ve lost a child! X
Watching someone you love die is an image you never forget!!!!
Every time the grief steals my breath I remind myself the love was worth the pain! Oh was it worth it! X
Sweet dreams Kody xxx
He taught me a new kind of love. My son. My angel above x
Imagine living with a scream inside you. & the scream is yours. & no one else hears it. That is grief!! X
After losing my child, I always fear the possibility of losing another!!
I really hope you know, that even when I don’t write to you, I’m thinking of you & I’m missing you!!! X
That random flashback which brings back painful memories & breaks your heart all over again!!!!!
Take pictures of everything & everyone. I don’t care who I annoy constantly taking pictures, in the end they’ll be all we have left. Every photo is a memory, capture it x
Precious one, so small, so sweet, dancing in on angels feet, straight from heavens brightest star, what a miracle you truly are!!
The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can’t even drop & you feel nothing. It’s like the world has just ended. You don’t cry, you don’t hear, you don’t see, you just stay there for a second, for a second the heart dies. X
You think seeing them grow up too fast is hard? Try not seeing them grow up at all!!!
It’s your big brothers birthday today, wish you was here x
I never knew how much sorrow my heart could hold, until someone I love never called me mummy!!!!!
I gave birth to you, I loved you first, I love you still, I always have & always will, your mumma x
By the way, I hate that you’re dead. I fucking hate it!!!!
If heaven had a telephone, would it somehow ease my pain? For goodbye would seem more gentle, knowing we could speak again x
It’s not over when the funeral is done & everyone goes back to their lives. That’s when the journey down grief highway begins!!!
Your memory is our greatest treasure to love, to cherish, to keep forever for the happiest days we ever knew were as a family, complete with you x
Am I okay? Na. Not really. But I got kids that need me more than anything, so we fake it until we make it, right. X
Good night sweetheart, good night x
Mother’s Day is hard without you x
My baby will always be a part of me! X
You will always be my little prince Kody x
If babies were flowers I’d pick you x
Heavy on my mind Kody xx
Life’s getting harder. I hate it here. I miss you
I think about your siblings a lot too, I hope you’ve found each other x
I don’t care that I can try again, I wanted that baby!!!!
When you lose a precious member of your family, the love you shared does not die with them, it lives on forever among the shattered pieces of your heart!!
I just really miss you!!!!
I love looking at pictures of you & watching videos of you, but it breaks my heart too, I just really miss you x
Photos & videos are all I have left :( x
Wish I could hold you forever Kody x
Does anybody else realise that you’re missing from the picture? Or is it just me?
Why is she a strong girl? Because she walks everyday on the verge of tears & you don’t even have the slightest clue that she’s not doing well !!!
My kids are the best part of my life. I don’t care who likes me or who doesn’t, all I’m worried about is my kids! X
Wish you was here this good Friday Kody x
Every child is born with 2 parents but what’s sad is that often only 1 of them make all the sacrifices x
Happy Easter x
Thinking of you always x
We’re really on borrowed time. Choose people that chose you & let everyone else be.
My baby is on my mind 24/7! Anything that reminds me of my baby can bring me to tears instantly, a song, a sign!!! X
Sweet dreams Kody xx
I will never forget you Kody x
Being a good mother while my world fell apart was the hardest role I’ve ever had to play!!!!!!
I just want a day where it feels like I’m not falling apart anymore! X
The saddest part about having kids after experiencing grief is that they’ll never get a chance to meet someone who meant the world to you!!!!! X
I’m in the mood to delete everything & go missing for a long time, maybe forever ..
You’re not just 1 missing piece in my life, you’re a thousand empty spaces in a thousand different ways! Xx
The stars are you night lights x
My trauma didn’t make me strong, it turned me into someone who’s always anxious, paranoid & doesn’t know how to properly relax without feeling guilty!! X
Asking for help is so hard even tho it’s really what I need. I really don’t want to procrastinate? It’s just something I keep doing. I know I need to get better at expressing myself but I’m not sure how to start! X
Goodnight Kody xx
The day I missed my period, I saw those 2 lines on the test & my heart fluttered with excitement, but I tried not to love you yet!! X
My mind is in a constant state of overthinking, planning & over analysing!!! X
I’m trying so hard x
Kody Cameron Brown, mummy loves you x
Even tho I appear fine & confident, I really just want to feel seen & understood & loved. I miss you x
I miss you xx
Thinking of you Kody x
Goodnight Kody my love x
I wish you would visit me in my dreams more often x
Always loved, forever missed xx
Goodnight my little boy xxxx
I really really really really really REALLY miss you!!!!
I hope you’re enjoying the beautiful lights in the sjh
Goodnight my love x
Thank you for always showing me the beautiful things in life x
What I think about you not being here!!
Thank you for your sign x
Good night x
I love that Destiny always includes you & talks about you x
Have a lovely day in heaven x
Wish you was here x
I wish I could kiss you good morning x
I adore you Kody x
Wish you was here x
Everything I do I do it for you x
Good night baby boy x
Good morning baby boy xx
“What do you do for a living?” Suffer!!!!
Sweet dreams my love xx
Thinking of you as always x
I miss you x
Goodnight my love x
You will be remembered xx
I wish I could kiss you goodnight x
Sweet dreams x
Have a great afternoon bub xx
Sweet dreams my love x
Goodnight my little angels x
I miss you x
I woke up thinking of you today x
I hope you’re seeing the world from heaven xx
I love speaking about you x
Please watch over your siblings, I don’t know how much longer I can do this for.
Sweet dreams bub xx
It’s been too long & im lost without you x
I just want to be with you x
I love you x
Good morning x
No words, just missing you x
Missing you xx
Always!!!!! X
A sad truth, I’ll grieve you longer than I ever had to love you!!!!!
Leaving the hospital without your baby is birth trauma!!!!
I wish I was with you x
Miss you x
I love you x
Good afternoon x
Missing you x
I hope you have loads of friends xxx
I love you so much Kody x
Everything I do, I do it for you x
I hope you’re proud of us all! X
Everything changed when you left x
You’re the brightest star in my sky! Xx
Emotionally dead, mentally tired, physically smiling!
We’re going to a hospice for Destiny, I keep calling it Keech :(
I know you was with me today, I saw your signs! X
Grief is a level of tired that I have never experienced before!!!
I’m getting all your signs Kody, thank you x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Missing you x
I would have went to war with the whole world if it meant saving you!!
Nothing will ever replace you!! X
Missing you xxx
Wish you was here to come on adventures with us xx
To most you are invisible, they can not see you there, but if they could look inside my mind, they’d see you everywhere x
Everyone is afraid of dying until you lose a child. Then you’re afraid of living!
Sweetest dreams x
You’re too good for this world Kody xx
I hate that as I watch your siblings grow, I see all that I missed with you !!!!!!!
I hope school in heaven is as special as you x
No one really knows me, people think they know me
I wish I could go back to a time when I could smile & it didn’t take everything in me to do it x
I just want my baby back. There’s no other words that I really can say, I want my baby back x
Sometimes all you can do is smile. Move on with your day, hold back the tears & pretend you’re okay x
What will I do, you know I’m only half without you, how will I make it through?
No one understands what’s going on inside my head & I can’t fucking explain it!!
Losing you was like a hurricane that no one else felt the impact of!!!
My heart breaks for all the moments we will never share together. My arms ache for all the cuddles we will never have. My soul longs for its forever missing pieces
I know I didn’t choose to be sick, but I still feel like it was all my fault !!!
Rock a bye baby, rock a bye x
I don’t know how to feel right now.. my mind is everywhere x
I’m so broken that I can feel it. I mean physically feel it. This is so much more than being sad now. This is affecting my whole body!!
It’s hard not to feel like my body failed my baby!!
I don’t think anyone really understands how tiring it is to act okay & always be strong when in reality you’re close to the edge!!!
I smile but I want to cry, I talk but I want to be quiet, I pretend I’m happy, but I’m not ..
People think that I have survived your leaving, what they don’t understand is that I have to relearn how to survive each day. Because each day you’re still gone!
The child I lost is real!!
Sweet dreams baby boy xx
I hope to see you in my dreams tonight Kody x
Crying is a way your eyes speak when your mouth can’t explain how broken your heart is!!!
Dead people receive more flowers than the living people ones because regret is stronger than gratitude! X
From the moment your child was conceived, your child mattered & always will. Whether a child walks or flies they are a precious gift!!! X
I spend my days inside my head. In shock, in disbelief. My world, it spun 180, on the day that I met grief x
Wish you was here to join in our adventures with us x
Saying their name, talking about their existence, sharing memories, tells the bereaved that you care. So keep talking x
Goodnight my sleeping baby x
Forever angry, I’ll always be a grieving mother!!!
I truly believe that every single person has to go through something that absolutely destroys them so they can figure out who they really are!!
I always said that the one thing I could not survive was the loss of a child. I was right. The person I was is gone. I took her place!! X
Whatever ur heavy days look like, I hope ur figurin out how 2deal with them. I hope u find enuff luv& light on ur better days 2get u through ur bad days. I’ve learned that I unfortunately have 2let myself have these days as part of my healing process
Don’t think you’re being weak for sometimes wanting to hide away. You are tired from being strong, it takes strength to face the world everyday!!
