I was part of a pre eclampsia research, because of you xx
Southend childrens hospital playroom, Neptune ward x
Kody Cameron Brown
I love you Kody x
Forever & always xx
I love you xx
I love you Kody Cameron Brown x
I miss you Kody x
Mummy misses you so much Kody! X
& all the stars!!!! X
Always & forever! X
And it’s not fair!!!!!!!
:’(
Always & forever !!
Forever! X
You make me proud Kody! X
You wasn’t silent from the start but I liked this little poem x
I hope your dreams are coming true in heaven Kody x
There’s never a reason why you shouldn’t be here!!!
It’s hard, I don’t feel proud. Mummy misses you x
I hope you’re always with me Kody x
Never Kody!!!!!!! X
Always!!!!!
I miss you Kody! X
Why you Kody? X
Happy December baby boy x
I love you Kody x
Always Kody! X
Always & forever Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Always & forever xx
My love, always xx
Always & forever xx
Love you Kody kinssss xxx
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
All my love for you Kody x
I love you to the moon and back Kody xx
Love you lots Kody! X
I love you KODY CAMERON BROWN
I LOVE YOU KODY x
I love you Kody x
Sending all my love to you baby boy x
Mummy loves you Kody Cameron Brown x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody, love you always x
Good morning baby boy x
I love you always Kody! X
You have my heart Kody x
I LOVE YOU KODY CAMERON BROWN x
I LOVE YOU KODY x
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I love you Kody Cameron Brown x
I love you Kody xx
Big squishy hugs for you Kody xx
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody xx
I miss you Kody x
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Always xx
I miss you baby boy xx
I love you Kody x
Mummy loves you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
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I miss you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
It was Mother’s Day yesterday, you should have been here x
I love you Kody xxx
Good morning baby boy xx
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning my love x
Good morning beautiful boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I wish you was here this Easter xx
I wonder if you enjoyed Easter Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning Kody xx
Good morning my baby boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning baby boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
We wish you was here to celebrate Lexxi’s birthday with us x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Happy month of May xx
I love you Kody x
& always!! X
Good afternoon Kody xx
I miss you Kody x
Thinking of you Kody x
What I wouldn’t give for another hug! X
Sweet dreams Kody x
I can’t wait to be with you again! Xx
Goodnight & sweet dreams baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I wonder if you have pets in heaven Kody x
Hey baby boy, this picture is a friends picture from Instagram of her and her daughter, I wish I could hold you like this Kody x
What I wouldn’t give to hold you again Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I hope you’re happy in heaven Kody x
I hope you have friends in heaven Kody x
Everything reminds me of you x
Good morning baby x
I miss you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Hi baby boy x
Sweet dreams Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Have a nice day baby boy x
Hello baby boy xx
Good morning baby boy x
I love you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good night baby x
Good morning my love x
Sweet dreams Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Kisses goodnight x
Sweet dreams Kody x
Enjoy your day Kody x
Good morning Kody xx
Rise and shine sleepy head x
Morning bub x
Good afternoon sleepy head xx
Good morning baby! X
I hope you’re sleeping on the clouds with the angels Kody x
I miss you Kody x
Dream big baby boy x
Always x
I wish you was here Kody x
Have a nice day Kody x
You changed mine Kody x
Miss you Kody x
Mummy misses you Kody xx
Good morning baby boy xx
I can’t wait to be with you again Kody x
Hi baby boy x
Good morning my sunshine xx
Good morning beautiful boy xx
Lots of love Kody x
Always xx
Thinking of you Kody x
Always x
Good morning Kody x
I wuv you Kody x
Good morning Kody xx
Always x
Always x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Just to say I miss you and I love you x
Mummy’s thinking of you always x
Always thinking of you x
Always x
Hello beautiful boy xx
Thinking of you beautiful boy x
Good morning beautiful baby boy xx
Missing you as always Kody xx
You should be here, picking out your Halloween costume 😔
Missing you Kody x
I hope the angels are taking care of you Kody xx
Nearly another year without you 😔
I miss you so much Kody!! X
I miss you Kody x
Always dream Kody x
Thinking of you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I love you Kody x
Missing you x
Mummy loves you and misses you x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you so much Kody x
Spread your wings and prepare to fly, For you have become a butterfly Xx
Thinking of you baby x
Good morning Kody x
Thinking of you x
I see graphics or pictures like this and I wonder so many things. Do you like animals? What’s your favourite animal? Do you have pets in heaven? X
I miss you Kody x
I miss you sweet boy x
Thinking of you Kody x
Missing you x
I’m gonna miss you forever x
I miss you Kody x
Good morning baby boy x
Good morning Kody x
What I wouldn’t give to hold you again x
Good morning my love x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you Kody x
I love you and I miss you Kody x
I miss you Kody x
I miss you so much Kody!!!!!!!! X
I love you so much Kody x
I love you Kody x
Good morning Kody x
Sweet dreams Kody x
Oh I love you so much Kody xx
I wish you was here so much Kody xx
You are missed so much Kody!!!! X
You are so missed! X
I love you my little baby x
Good morning my precious boy xx
I wish you was here for Christmas xx
I hope you and the other angels are having lots of Christmas fun xx
I honestly can’t express how much I miss you Kody, my heart is shattered x
I wish I could kiss you goodnight x
When a parent loses a baby their final act of love is keeping their story alive! X
To my child, as a mother I’m not perfect, I make mistakes, I forget things, I lose my cool and some days I go a little crazy. But it’s okay because in the end no one could ever love my child the way I do, love you always x
You always are Kody x
Some days being a parent makes my heart explode. Other days it makes my head explode. Most days it’s both! Xxxxxx
Good morning Kody x
You’re still my favourite yet most painful story to tell!! X
I would do it all again, to hold you for those moments!!!!!!!! X
Everyone is afraid of dying, until you lose a child, then you’re afraid of living!! X
A broken heart is the worst! It like having broken ribs. Nobody can see it but it hurts every time you breathe!! X
You think seeing them grow up too fast is hard? Try not seeing them grow up at all!!!! X
Who I am and what I need changed when my child died!!!!
Some days it hits me that I literally have to live the rest of my life without my baby. & it breaks my heart all over again x
When faced with death it’s then that we know we love much deeper than we show. For love in death should let us see what love in life should always be x
Because I carry it well, doesn’t mean it’s not heavy!! X
I shattered when my child died. Some pieces will always be missing!!!
Thinking about your death reminds me of how cruel this life and world can be. Yet thinking of your existence reminds me of the magic they can hold even if it isn’t for nearly long enough x
I could do it all over again if it meant I could spend just one more moment with you!!!!
Friendships changed after I lost my baby!!
Know that we have met before and that well meet again. I will find my way to you in the next life and every life after that!!!!!!
My child’s life ended, but their story never will! X
Though my baby died, my motherhood didn’t!!! X
Motherhood after loss is still motherhood with a conventional twist!!!!
Birth stories are not just for those with living children, miscarriage is birth, pregnancy loss is birth!!
When a child is born, people celebrate, when a child dies, people pretend nothing has happened!
The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they’re watching their whole world fall apart & all they can do is stare blankly!!!
Good morning my love!!!! X
Since you aren’t here to tell your story, I’ll tell it for you, over & over until my breath is no more!!!
2017 broke me, 2018 opened my eyes!!! X
There is no ‘happily ever after’ once you’ve lost a child! X
Watching someone you love die is an image you never forget!!!!
Every time the grief steals my breath I remind myself the love was worth the pain! Oh was it worth it! X
Sweet dreams Kody xxx
He taught me a new kind of love. My son. My angel above x
Imagine living with a scream inside you. & the scream is yours. & no one else hears it. That is grief!! X
After losing my child, I always fear the possibility of losing another!!
I really hope you know, that even when I don’t write to you, I’m thinking of you & I’m missing you!!! X
That random flashback which brings back painful memories & breaks your heart all over again!!!!!
Take pictures of everything & everyone. I don’t care who I annoy constantly taking pictures, in the end they’ll be all we have left. Every photo is a memory, capture it x
Precious one, so small, so sweet, dancing in on angels feet, straight from heavens brightest star, what a miracle you truly are!!
The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can’t even drop & you feel nothing. It’s like the world has just ended. You don’t cry, you don’t hear, you don’t see, you just stay there for a second, for a second the heart dies. X
You think seeing them grow up too fast is hard? Try not seeing them grow up at all!!!
It’s your big brothers birthday today, wish you was here x
I never knew how much sorrow my heart could hold, until someone I love never called me mummy!!!!!
I gave birth to you, I loved you first, I love you still, I always have & always will, your mumma x
By the way, I hate that you’re dead. I fucking hate it!!!!
If heaven had a telephone, would it somehow ease my pain? For goodbye would seem more gentle, knowing we could speak again x
It’s not over when the funeral is done & everyone goes back to their lives. That’s when the journey down grief highway begins!!!
Your memory is our greatest treasure to love, to cherish, to keep forever for the happiest days we ever knew were as a family, complete with you x
Am I okay? Na. Not really. But I got kids that need me more than anything, so we fake it until we make it, right. X
Good night sweetheart, good night x
Mother’s Day is hard without you x
My baby will always be a part of me! X
You will always be my little prince Kody x
If babies were flowers I’d pick you x
Heavy on my mind Kody xx
Life’s getting harder. I hate it here. I miss you
I think about your siblings a lot too, I hope you’ve found each other x
I don’t care that I can try again, I wanted that baby!!!!
When you lose a precious member of your family, the love you shared does not die with them, it lives on forever among the shattered pieces of your heart!!
I just really miss you!!!!
I love looking at pictures of you & watching videos of you, but it breaks my heart too, I just really miss you x
Photos & videos are all I have left :( x
Wish I could hold you forever Kody x
Does anybody else realise that you’re missing from the picture? Or is it just me?
Why is she a strong girl? Because she walks everyday on the verge of tears & you don’t even have the slightest clue that she’s not doing well !!!
My kids are the best part of my life. I don’t care who likes me or who doesn’t, all I’m worried about is my kids! X